Sick and Tired.

I’m sick and tired of playing it safe.

Now, I don’t play everything safe, but I have a tendency of sitting in my comfort zone, no matter how unhappy I am. I’m nowhere near afraid of change, I just think that I ponder on change so much that it ends up freaking me out because I think too much about it.

Currently, I feel like I’m playing it safe in my job and it is seriously starting to get to me. I’m nit the same person who used to love their job. And I don’t know if I’m just going through a slump and it will get better or if my time has come and gone.

I hate that for now I’m suffering through sticking it out there. I’m playing it safe by sticking with it and by not throwing my hands in the air and being done with it. I’m being safe by not following my heart because it is a risk that leaves me out in the cold.

I need to put my big girl pants on and follow my heart. Life is too short to spend time dreading it. Now, will I turn my words into action? That is the real question.