I Want More.

I want something more than this. I want something big, something better, something larger than life.

I don’t want to be ordinary. I don’t want to live a routine. I don’t want to be content. I want my life to be a roller coaster of ups and downs, highs and lows, goods and bads. I want it to be extreme and complicated, yet wouldn’t want to change it for anything. I want inconvenience, imperfect and mountains to climb and road blocks along the way because after you fight through it all, it feels so much more worth it. I want passion and love and truest of all trues.

But mostly, I want to be proud of myself. I want to be proud of the person I’ve become and be proud of the road I’ve traveled to get there.

And to do that, I need to start reinventing myself. I need to discover myself. I need to not be judged and feel like people already know what I’m going to do and how I’m going to react. I need a fresh start.